I was very jolly and happy fellow during my school and college life. In school, I was a hero. In college, we had 72 students in two sections and I was the only student to have interaction with each and every student. BRAVO!
But now everything has changed I guess. Now I stand as a lonely guy with little happiness and more agonies. I never expected my life would ever come to this stage where I now stand.Though surrounded by millions , yet lonely .Though surrounded by thousands friends, yet no one to share my feeling and problems.The situation has demoralized me. Now I am depressed. Noone knows what I have conceal behind my smile.I am almost broken from inside.For the instance, I need friends but POOR BISHAL! You are…………..
Do u think I should commit sucide?I never tried but thought of doing so..! doesn’t that sound funny?But I know killing oneself is not the solution to any problem but an excuse to refuse to face the problem of ur life.I know I have to struggle.What I believe about life is “it is all about striving and struggling for perfection”,a perfection, for some reason, u never attend but u always try for it.I am only 20 , if I cannot face troubles now ,what I shall do in the future where more severe problems are waiting for me. The problem with me is that I am not able to recognize my problem coz I am beseized by many. No one understands me and my feelings. I am not able to come with any strong solution. But What I know is I am the only one to solve my problem. Till then I have to live and survive with the pain and keep smiling not for me but for my family and friends for whom this Bishal exists The only thing I want from u all is the emotional and moral support. I don’t want any to work to solve my problem but want some one to listen me. Bishal has also forwarded his helping hand to all but now I am asking for it.The thing in my mind now, I have to fight,and live.I am sure everthing will go well .U just pray for the best and I hope for the best.”Yet I am having hard time holding myself.It’s high time for me to shout ,”PLEASE HELP! HELP! HELP!”
Interests
Love to help orphan children, music, not d hangouts bt wud prefer coffee wid frens...
Favorite Music
Well it depends upon mood I am gripped wid..
GOODBYE n U R BEAUTIFUL by james blunt, COMPLICATED by avril, M ALIVE by celion dion n LOOK INTO MY EYES by bryan adams are ma favourate.
Favorite Movies
M the greatest fan of classic Indian movies (Parineeta, Umra-o-Jaan, Devdas, Sawariya, Om Shanti Om, Jodha Akbar, etc)....Pyrates of carribean, Harry Potter, Mistress Of Spices..
BUT NOWADAYS KOREAN FILMS ARE ATTRACTING ME ... MY SASSY GIRL, A MILLIONER'S FIRST LOVE ,ETC ARE REALLY GOOD, AREN'T THEY???
Favorite TV Shows
OPARAH & Sex n the city..
Favorite Books
The Alchemist, The secret of sexphere & Biographies.
Favorite Quote
Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is mistry but today is a gife so its called present. Live life to the fullest thinking as if theres nothing called tomorrow.
There are people who can walk away from you. I don't want you to try to talk with them for staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you or hang up in the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over & you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,then you need to...... LET IT GO!!!
wow!its worth to say that u have become a matured and a farsited man in ur life.n its proud to say that we were goodfrn once.i hope nothing is lost yet coz its never too late.keep inspiring my frn.cheer up.smile n best wishes for 2009 ahead.
sab thik 6 yar ani tero naya naulo k 6a ta ani suraj bro ko k 6 ta la miss garira6 bhande hai tero desining kato gaira 6 ta la malai pani euta 2ta pathai de ta heheheh ani mohit depak danish sab keta haru k gardai 6an ta
hey Bishal...was nice to c u in college asti. Thank you for the lovely glitter graphics...:) How have you been? Long time haven't spoken to you. Hope all is well with you. Ok take care friend..
Hi Bishal...im doing fine, how abt urself? It looks like its your birthday tomorrow...happy birthday friend! So i hope to c u sometimes in college...have a grt day...
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